fabulous_me16

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 07:51:26 GMT

Well i got back most of my results here they are
CH: 50/100 CS:55.7/100 ENG:58.1/100 POA 23.9/100
Math:23.1/100 GEO:39.1/100
well basically my lit marks and bio marks were wrong
it is higher than it should be but if no one knows i'll just heck and stay with the marks
because if i tell my teachers then i will fail so i just keept my mouth shut.
But during chem tofay ms feng showed the class our CS then i just say my bio why is it
so high then L heard then i say i think calculated wrongly fortunately i didnt tell her
my actual marks whew! I hope this is my final marks and i hope there will not be any changes
to it and the teachers also did not noticed about it.
My poa and math i'll just have to do something about it but next term i wanna pass with flying
colours esp math and poa im finding a tutor already

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 05:30:25 GMT

No one could understand how i feel
I feel useless and im not perfect
why do i have to be like this being stupid and ugly
People will always look down on me and im a loner!

It will always be better this way if you are a loner and
you are good in your studies but im not!
Im feeling so out of myself.
No one love me no cares about me im so alone

Sun, 24 Feb 2008 13:55:24 GMT

Emotions conquer
My heartbeat is out of control
I'm about to self-destruct
You say i'm crazy
But you made me this way
I am pathetic
I never knew the way
Kill me
Because i'm better off dead...

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 05:09:38 GMT

I still havent finish doing my math homework and GOD
we are having WYT as our math teacher she is a HOD math teacher
but i dont like her but hopefully she would be able to help me pass my math
as this is a important year for moi.
Checked out the new time-table for this week and gosh there is PE tomorrow
taking height and weight. hmm... i wanna weight 44kg and 158cm for my height
im like so unhappy about my height and i wanna be like 165 at most im way too
short and fat :( I should be looking out for models as my inspiration.

im walking alone

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 07:10:37 GMT

OMG, M is effing cute :)
CCA fair was... i spend my time with Ly lyn they all in the
school cafe and Mr L came and talk to us. He is a dam good
teacher that care for the welfare of the students How i wish that
all the teachers in the school are like him.
Today my mum shouted at me in school which was effing embarassing
just because i didnt pass her her mobile phone, and puh-lease blame herself
for not bringing her phone with her instead of shouting at me.

How i wish i was here

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 12:36:24 GMT

Thinking back in year 2006, Im thinking of you but now i ~~miss~~ you
Nah not anymore used to be a big idoit IN 2005 and 2006 well
you are a nice person but you almost screwed up my life because
thanks to your rumour though i heard that you are the one that started it
but i never heard with my own ears still i let it pass.
I know im not good enough for you so i change for the better but not because
of you but for me myself as i know LOVE is just a game nothing is serious at all.
Tomorrow i might see you but still i would just casually say "hi" .

Lets talk about something new this year, well there is a lot of homework to
be done and im stress as this year is my major exam. Well i hope i can keep this up.
Life is just a game!

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 03:20:29 GMT

MERRY X'MAS TO ALL!

Honestly, this school holiday suck it was freaking short but well
i still enjoy them because i can do whatever i want.Once school
starts i dont get to go online often and i will really study as next year
i had a major exam coming up. And maybe i even get to take my grade
one violin exam.
Speaking of which, i wanna go dancing like ballroom dancing but my
mum dont allow me to do that and due to some problems i feel like quiting
my violin lesson i like my teacher so dont assume is because of my teacher
that i decided to quit.
I feel fustrated!

Anyway vampire knight chapter 35 is up and i was so excited about it
i really hope is KanameXYuki this is my favourite manga<33

Cheers<3

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 02:55:12 GMT

Tanning was fun yesterday, but i got sunburn. My face
is dam painful now and my body too. Regretted not putting any
sunblock omg i hope it will heal soon.
Finally my computer is back and i can use it now yay :)

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 04:07:52 GMT

HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

Didnt went to school today for extra lesson
beacause it was raining in the morning and my
grandma told me dont do to school since it was
raining. Hoilday now. I just hope that next
monday would be extremly sunny because i wanna
go tanning.

This is what i wanna wear for halloween

I HATE MY SCHOOL!

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 10:16:46 GMT

Today i didnt went to school. Cause my back aching.
In the afternoon i found out from Ly that i got 3 demerit
points and 3 days of dentention.

Just because last week i got self-denfense. My right arm
was scratched and i continue with the class.
Later on, i told the instructor for permission that i went to
the toilet. 2nd level got no toilet paper and it was dirty as well
then we went 3rd level toilet after that we went into the library at 12.55pm
because it was dam hot. After that we went back for self-defense class.
Mrs cumar as at the counter there. She said we were supposed to be at
the self-defense class. We told her that we are taking a break.
She dont believe us and told us to write our names. We wrote our names
and went back.

Then today, my friends went to see mr tang and i assumed mrs cumar told
him about what had happened if not how does he know. Then he told my
friends that we had 3 demerit points and 3 days of detention.
OMG i was super shocked. Please we were in the library for only 5 fucking
minutes and they treat it as truancy. Please we know the consequences
of having demerit points. And you think we would be dare devil and do it.
The school is just being unreasonable. Giving demerit points as they wish.
When it comes to money problems they kept begging us and worst sometimes
they even forced us to sell. I mean going to the toilet with a permission and is only
5mins giving 3 demerit points as they wish. Im not going to let that happened.

Tomorrow, im gonna see mr tang and tell him what happened. I hope
he understand and dont give me demerit points. Honestly, he is the nicest
person in the discipline com.

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 11:14:42 GMT

OMG i look unglam!

Im the pig eating

drinking

My stoned moments

GOING HOME

This are the pics we went on outing yesterday.
And im finally 15 years old now. When i get my
IC im gonna party at underage party with them
the super pretty hot girls :)

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 00:23:40 GMT

Tonigt baby tonight haha going
to have at swensens at orchard
road today with TCL. :)

But if i met any baddies out there,
i will fight with them cause my
self-defense class teacher taught
me so hahaha

Baby, you just color my black + white world.

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 04:51:32 GMT

Wakin up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I know you’re here, in the dark
I’m watchin you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is you’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less cuz you know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know (I'm safe)
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down

It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your lovin for me
We can’t escape the love
With everything that you have

song by Gwen Stefani

Omg she is a hot mama i love her
I LOVE GWEN STEFANI <333

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 01:39:05 GMT

I didnt went to school today.
Slack at home all the way :)

Currently there's nothing much
to write about so shall end here!

i feeling like this now.

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 01:35:36 GMT

Yesrerday night i was talking to Chloe from like 6pm to 1am
plus. Hahaha Chloe is dam sweet awww...
She is even the first person to know about my lj.
Chloe be honoured hor even my best friends dont know
about my lj and you better dont tell anyone ok :)

I feel good!

Wed, 26 Sep 2007 11:31:12 GMT

And finally i didnt go to school today. OMG i should i've just go. Because it end at 1330.
The school called my house just for the stupid funfair money. WHATEVER!

Yay, tomorrow end at 1330 as well yippee and friday no lesson as we had
to prepare our funfair games stall. Saturday is gonna be "fun" anyway im
quite happy with my shift. Because thats the time when most people will come

I just hope that tomorrow my math teacher just dont come to class
I dont like to see her face.

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 07:32:28 GMT

I wanna slack at home tomorrow and not going to school.I hate school now.
Seriously, i hate to see all the teachers in school. And tomorrow my
teacher is going to collect all the funfair tickets. Fuck i hate it i havent even
sell any of them but they cant force me to sell right. My school is only capable of
making use of the students like us. Puh- leess..... we aint that stupid.

Had fun with my friends today but still i dont enjoy going to school
after my exams.

Love to be in my own world :)

Fri, 21 Sep 2007 03:07:03 GMT

I hate my school i totally hate it. I hate my form teacher as well she is the worst
form taecher in my school. So she thinks she is pretty and popular but she just doesnt know
that most studenst she had taught hate her to the core.I feel like slapping her face everytime
i see her. She just pisses me off.
Actually im kinda happy now. Hahaha!
I needa go to my friend's house and do some bloody project which i dont even know how to do.

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 03:55:21 GMT

Next week is exam week and is an important week because it depends on this EOY to see if i
get promoted to the next level. SIghs how i wish all this major exams just pass and i could just
go shopping and do my own stuffs. Exam really suck to the core @#^#&&#@@!%*
I wish all the bad things would just end quickly and good things comes next :) I also want more time
to do my stuffs i plan to find a part time job well honestly im always the princess at home and im
pampered all the time. Buit i find that i should grow up and be independent. I wanna save some
money and go to london or canada or australia and study. I wanna leave my country damit.
10.9.07-19.9.07 HURRY I WANT THIS WEEK TO END ASAP.
Dear heavenly father i pray that you could grant me the strength and wisdom in the things i do
and let me concentrate on my studies.

LASTLY I DONT LIKE YOU!!!

Thu, 02 Aug 2007 11:49:52 GMT

Today was a pretty tiring day.But finally im home now.

What wrong with the world after me,C and L peirced our navel, people
wanna peirced their navel too FUCK!
Please, why must they copy us just follow the trend even if they
peirce,i want them to go to AN, not A because they will suck up to A.
My school funfair is coming soon in september.
A and the clique coming. I just hope that people wont.........

I feel moody today too what's wrong with me :(
I wanna be happy and laugh like crazy.

There is a time for departure even when there is no certain place to go