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Well i got back most of my results here they are
CH: 50/100 CS:55.7/100 ENG:58.1/100 POA 23.9/100
Math:23.1/100 GEO:39.1/100
well basically  my lit marks and bio marks were wrong
it is higher than it should be but if no one knows i'll just heck and stay with the marks 
because if i tell my teachers then i will fail so i just keept my mouth shut.
But during chem tofay ms feng showed the class our CS then i just say my bio why is it
so high then L heard then i say i think calculated wrongly fortunately i didnt tell her 
my actual marks whew! I hope this is my final marks and i hope there will  not be any changes
to it and the teachers also did not noticed about it.
My poa and math i'll just have to do something about it but next term i wanna pass with flying 
colours esp math and poa im finding a tutor already

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No one could understand how i feel
I feel useless and im not perfect
why do i have to be like this being stupid and ugly
People will always look down on me and im a loner!

It will always be better this way if you are a loner and
you are good in your studies but im not!
Im feeling so out of myself.
No one love me no cares about me im so alone

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OMG, M is effing cute :) 
CCA fair was... i spend my time with Ly lyn they all in the
school cafe and Mr L came and talk to us. He is a dam good
teacher that care for the welfare of the students How i wish that 
all the teachers in the school are like him.
Today my mum shouted at me in school which was effing embarassing
just because i didnt pass her her mobile phone, and puh-lease blame herself
for not bringing her phone with her instead of shouting at me.

How i wish i was here